I returned to this space because I realised how comforting it really was, to be able to write. To write freely, without inhibitions. I am also writing now because I am feeling confused and in a dilemma.
Why am I here again? I thought this was a phrase that I had gotten over with? Why is this happening. This wasn't suppose to happen. I was suppose to be happy, satisfied, and moved on to the next chapter of my life.
Now I am stuck again. And I am unhappy.
Was it me? I need some answers. I am beginning to think that the year of happiness I had was short lived. And I am going to have to suffer again and again and again.. until I give up.
I think I am also writing to God. Hoping he'll hear me. But I know he already knows.
It's really really really difficult, being human.
